Psalm 142

You are what I really want in life - not the praise of men, not acceptance or status, not material distractions and outward attraction, not fame, glory, or recognition, not even fulfilled relationships.

Help me to cherish you, hunger for you, love you deeply and without restraint, wholeheartedly and eagerly. Help me to end with myself and begin with you, Jesus. I look beyond myself, beyond right now and look at You. You offer relentless love and joy and I will fill my soul with Your presence.

hawaii

need space to repent and allow God to speak to me. i want to hear His voice. hitting pause on my relationship with my sister and dad for now.feeling caught between my dad and sister's broken relationship. i am angry and frustrated at myself for my lack of love for both of them; i feel like my ability to love my sister and dad is running dry. overwhelmed with these burdens and i just want to release everything to you. jesus only you can give me the ability to love wholeheartedly. it's because of your goodness and unfailing love that i am found in the midst of my wretchedness. help me to love wholeheartedly.