Actions Speak

You did not withhold

from becoming God in flesh 

You let your actions speak 

To the fragments of my heart 

To the valleys and peaks 

that crisscross my history 

Your actions speak 

of a love that cannot and will not 

be defined by mere sentences 

or subjective experiences
These walls reverberate
and shake and break

And I step out, out of myself

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God, I just want to acknowledge that I'm feeling pretty low today.
I am in desperate need of your love.
Nothing else. Nothing else will fill the emptiness that I at times experiences.
Nothing else will lift the melancholy. The despair that I carry in my heart at times.