Friday, July 30, 2021

7/30 Thankful List

 -This Beyonce song!!! Ok, so the video is kinda sultry but those vocals tho!!! 
-Making homemade ricotta cheese and creamy vegan lemon bars for dinner with Greg & Lais tomorrow 
-Sitting out on the patio with Brenna and eating at my current fav restaurant, Andros Taverna (I had their maroulosalata and their pistachio moon cocktail - the pistachio orgeat was so perfect and made the drink so creamy and delicious). Andros Taverna. Wow, amazing brunches and their dinner menu is rockin.
-Cooler days. I'm looking forward to the 13-miler tomorrow. 



Wednesday, July 28, 2021

One More Time

 During my time in Chicago, I've spent most of my Tuesday evenings worshipping and praying at Chicago Tabernacle. Sometimes, I'll invite others along; mostly, I'll go by myself. For most of 2020, the pandemic put a pause on these weekly outings and even though I would tune in every once in a while to the online stream, it definitely fell short of the whole experience. Last night, I went to the prayer meeting and I know this probably sounds corny, but it was like I went on a date with the Lord. It felt so good to simply worship him and sit in his presence. As I stood there, arms lifted high, I felt the Lord saying "Grace, this part of your life is coming to a close; get ready for a new chapter and for me to surprise you." I feel it in my spirit - there is a new season coming up and I feel like my only response to what's up ahead is to once against lift the past and the present before the Lord and simply worship the one constant being who has been by my side through it all.

Monday, July 19, 2021

The Beauty of Singleness

I recognize the beauty of this season, 
this season where the Lord alone has full access to my heart.
Fully sees me and loves me, steadily & faithfully. 
He is not shaken by how I present myself to him.
He sees it all, accepts it all, cherishes all of me. 

Lord, I don't know how long I'll have this season of singleness. 
But I declare it to be beautiful, and I thank you for it. 

Saturday, July 17, 2021

7/17 Thankful List

-The nudgings of the Holy Spirit and how the Spirit puts me in my lane 
-Baking cowboy cookies for friends 
-Finding a Greek restaurant in town that does brunch as good as Manoli's 
-Great conversations where the presence of the Lord is so tangible - thankful for Tina and how she consistently overflows with the Lord's love and passion 
-This current season with all of its surprises / the surprises up ahead 
-I'm coming up on my 1-year job anniversary and I'm just so thankful that the Lord has me in Community Health nursing. I never would have imagined I would be where I am today, let alone work alongside such phenomenal people.
-When I look back at these past few years, I honestly can say that I am not the same person. In fact, I feel like fear doesn't hold me back as much and I don't fall into my old patterns of isolation - I am more eager to seek out community and pour into others. I am more driven to love without restraint or conditions attached. 
-The opportunity to run the Chicago Marathon this year; I feel like I am much more disciplined and it feels good to challenge myself and work towards a goal. 
-The many friendships that were born during the pandemic (you know who you are). 

Tuesday, July 13, 2021

B-Day Dance Party

 So this past Sunday I turned 28 years old. I didn't really have anything planned, but then a week prior, decided on a whim to gather my friends together and have a dance party. Mind you, I've never thrown myself a birthday party and honestly didn't know what to expect. Things really started to come together, however, and as the week progressed, I found myself getting more and more excited. Shaun let me borrow his sound bar and even came by and installed it. The Werners let me borrow their disco party lights and then I started to plan what I wanted to bake for the party and began to designate certain food items to close friends. And then people started saying yes, that they would come and I found myself getting more and more pumped. The day of my birthday, I went to church and came home and began to bake the cake (a yellow sheet cake with fresh berry (raspberry/blueberry/blackberry) buttercream frosting designed in a wavy, stripe-y pattern resembling a Missoni-patterned dress. I had a designated table with all the dessert items: sugar cookies/cupcakes with the above berry frosting/chocolate meringue/Italian cookies). The kitchen table had an assortment of food items (cheese/cracker platter, bread/baked cheese dip, veggie platter, tortilla chips/Rob's green sauce, ceviche, chips, fresh fruit). Here are some of the highlights from the dance party: 

-My friends came with flowers! Alma came walking up the stairs with the most beautiful, eye-catching arrangement and Jane got me a bouquet of lilies/roses. 

-Everyone I invited seemed to get along (I invited all my different friend groups (work/church/Lawndale) and it was such a joy to see everyone assembled in one room.

-A friend from church made me a birthday playlist and the music was so fun to dance to. Also, the sound bar was amazing and it actually sounded like a dance club in my house. The disco lights also helped.

-I prepared a semi-sentimental speech in front of everyone. And then we cut the cake! 

-I'm thankful that we didn't sing happy birthday. I don't know why I hate people singing this to me, but I do. 

-The day after, Ambria came home and I got to assemble all the leftover party food and we got to have dinner together.

-Leftover birthday cake is everything. So is the sound bar (I've been dancing by myself in the house). 

I'm so thankful that I got to host people and throw this party. Coming out of the pandemic, it was so refreshing to be together and also to have everyone in my house. I'm thankful for the people in my life and the ways in which the Lord continually opens my heart to others. I look forward to the surprises the Lord has up ahead for this year. 



Friday, July 2, 2021

I surrender all
All I'm living for
You're my every good thing
You're my amnesty
You're my split wide sea
You're my every good thing
All my days and nights
You're my death to life
You're the wonder I breathe
You're my can't explain
First and last refrain
You're my every good thing