i long to be closer to you - to press into your presence and know you more deeply. God, it's hard. it's hard. i know you're beside me, but my heart aches and hurts and falters. i feel like i'm at the bursting point - God hold onto me. i yearn for you and desire with all of my heart to glorify you. to seek you out when i find myself in the deepest of deeps. to seek you out right now. God, my heart aches so much and i feel so broken. i need your grace and mercy to wash over me - so that your name would be glorified.