meant for more

i forget that i was meant for something more. I was meant for something more than family, friends, work, summer classes, Facebook, instagram, image-control, time spent watching too many episodes of 'Friends' and 'Seinfeld' - the list goes on and on and on.

I was meant for you, Jesus. We were meant for him. And it sucks because I forget that, and my love for him runs dry. 

Today, I woke up to my mom singing korean hymns in her room and I grew annoyed because her singing woke me up. I see in my mom faithfulness and a constant and consistent love for Jesus; honestly, i don't know of a time when her gaze wasn't on him. 

God, help me to give my all to you - only to you.

Some prayer requests:
-Abiding in the Spirit and practicing the fruits of the Spirit such as self-discipline
-Joy of the Lord that is constant and fixed on Him
-I think a part of me is extremely wary of dating and I know that there'll come a time when the Lord puts someone in my life. Obviously, I'm not sure when that's going to be but as of now I kinda have this gag reflex mentality going on (ok, that's a pretty extreme visual haha but I could use a bit of prayer for a more healthy perspective on dating).
-Being faithful to the Lord in prayer and in the Word
-For compassion for the people I see at work
-I recently got a citation for selling alcohol to a minor (long story) and have to go to court this upcoming Wednesday. Pray that the judge would be understanding and that my fine wouldn't be too hefty.