this morning i got all four of my wisdom teeth taken out. as i groggily opened my eyes after the procedure in the exam room i couldn't stop crying - i blame it on the sedation. as i sat there in a state of semi-consciousness, the thought kept crossing my mind that I don't love God enough or give Him the love that He deserves. I wept thinking that thought and thinking about how I don't love my patients enough. My love is finite, but Your love is boundless. i might have concerned rachel at this point haha. also! i guess this isn't out of the ordinary - most girls cry when coming out of sedation. Boys usually laugh. Why is that?

things i am thankful for today:
-rachel who i was able to have this amazing conversation with as i waited in the lobby at the oral surgeon's office
-falling more in love with the people around me
-god teaching me that people are not replaceable
-small group last night //inductive bible study - we are currently looking at James and we spent a good few hours unpacking the first 17 verses.
-James
-scripture // i find myself growing more and more in love with the Word of God and prayer
-meesh coming home early from work and putting gauze in my mouth and spending time with me