Confession:

I've been living in a lot of fear these past few weeks. And that fear has manifested itself internally and externally and has wound itself around my heart and into a knot. God, I feel so restless. Here I am, at the end of another season. About to graduate, about to begin immersion, unsatisfied, confused, unable to fake it, not wanting to fake it. There is a deep cavern within me, and I realize that only your presence can meet me in this space. Help me to surrender my relationships, my desire to be seen and wanted, the fear that I have wrapped myself in. Open the eyes of my heart, that I would see who you are and who I am in relation to you. Moment-by-moment grace is what my heart needs.