To you

i'm sorry. all i know is that love isn't this. and even though i've never loved someone in the earthly sense, i want to look you in the eye and tell you that there's so much more. that God's love is so real and so pure and so beautiful. uni, i'm so sorry. once, a friend of mine asked me why i was so different from you. his question caught me painfully off-guard. i felt like a deer in the headlights because at that moment i truly didn't understand and it broke my heart. why am i here and why are you there? surely god's grace is sufficient for you as well, and yet we've clearly experienced different things - your experiences more heartbreaking than mine. i'm not sure if i understand completely what it is i'm writing, but given the circumstances i think i'm where i'm at right now so that i can pray for you. come to think of it, i am here to tell you that there is a love that this world cannot give you. Your Savior desires to have a love relationship with you. it's not something traipsing around pretending to offer you minimal contentment and a self-esteem boost. no.

His love will set you free, and you'll see him in a way that you've never seen him before.