does my current situation align with your faithfulness?

Lord, you are faithful with both the little and big things. i know this because i've experienced your faithfulness so profoundly in my life. 

one thing i don't want to do is sit around passively waiting for these things to come to pass.

like Jacob, i will wrestle with God and hold on to Him.
God wants to break us in order to bless us. break my fear. break my pride. break my idols. break the areas in which i seek satisfaction. break me. 

i don't know what else to do but hold on to you Lord. 

hear my prayers. feel the anguish in my heart. see these tears. 

it's in your graciousness that you hear and listen. 

i will continue to lift these prayers up to you.
protect my sister from the evil one.
oh, Father, do not forget her.
your promise of restoration.