Weeping Worship

 My neighbor texted me this today and I found it to be pretty relevant to this season:

"The secret to freedom from enslaving patterns of sin is worship. You need worship. You need great worship. You need weeping worship. You need glorious worship. You need to sense God's greatness and be moved by it - moved by who God is and what He has done for you." -TK 

I confess that this season of Advent finds me in a swell of apathy and restlessness. I'm running dry, and I realize that my hardness towards others is an external manifestation of my internal heart. Lord, I come before you once again because I need you. I need you to fill me up. I need you to remind me of how you see me. Not how the world sees me, not how others see me, not how friends and family see me, not how I see myself. How you see me. 

How do you see me? And this is where I sit still before the Lord and allow him to speak.