I choose to courageously show up to Sunday service, to small group on Wednesdays, to therapy. I choose to show up early in the mornings when I sit down to spend time with the Lord. I choose to show up for myself when I go on runs and carve out time to workout . I choose to show up for friends who are also  trying to recover from a break-up and during sleepless nights when I basically cry myself to sleep. I guess what I want to say it this: I choose to show up because I know that the Lord is already there, ready to meet me and ready to shoulder my heartache.