Lord, i'm sorry that I don't show more of your love to my sister. whenever i'm with her, my heart feels remarkably sad and heavy. Oh, Lord, i see this orphan spirit in her as well. her spirit has lived alone far too long. draw her near to you. i only wish that she would know of the love that you have for her. i only wish that she would taste the living water that you offer her. God, what can i do but pray for her? i can offer her nothing else. you alone can meet her where she's at. i cry silent tears yet my heart rejoices with the knowledge that God's restoration is near.