The gap between knowing that God will provide and trusting him in this moment is pretty wide. Truthfully, I am anxious and feel overwhelmed and for the most part, feel like I'm walking around with a grey cloud hovering above me. Dang. I'm in a season where I feel like the many things I put my confidence in are being stripped away, whether it be relationships, job, or housing situation. In all of these things, I feel small and not in control. It's uncomfortable, to say the least.

I confess my inability to fully trust the Lord, despite his track record of faithfulness and abundant love and provision. I confess my fear and doubts. I confess my selfishness, and tendency to be egocentric and prioritize my needs and wants above others. 

So, I pray over myself and ask the Lord to meet me in my anxiety and neediness. And I ask for his graciousness to be evident in my life. And I ask that that he would surprise me, and that he would remind me that I am his beloved daughter and that it is his delight to meet me in my needs/wants.